Monday, December 31, 2007

Hijacked Q's

Hijacked from here! Thanks, Tammy!

1.)Q. Can you cook?

A. Yes,very well

2.)Q. What was your dream growing up?

A. To live in the Eight Is Enough House?  To take the good, take the bad, take 'em both?? *grin*

3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had?

A. I wish I could play the piano

4.)Q. If I bought you a drink, what would it be?

A. Fresh Draft Rootbeer, please!

5.)Q. Favorite vegetable?

A. Asparagus

6.)Q. What was the last book you read?

A. Some technical manual

7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ?

A. Aries

8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?

A. No Tats, Ears pierced, two pair.

9.)Q. Worst Habit?

A. Blog?

10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street, would you offer me a ride?

A. If I knew you

11.)Q. What is your favorite sport?

A. Baseball

12.)Q. Pessimistic or Optimistic outlook?

A. Both for good reason!

13. )Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?

A. Dump out my purse or hopefully have my laptop and hope we have a Hot Spot? LOL

14.)Q. Worst thing to ever happen to you?

A.Broken Heart

15.)Q. Tell me one weird fact about you.

A. I think peanut butter IS a food group!

16.)Q. Do you have any pets?

A. 2 cats, 3 teens.

17.)Q. What if i showed up at your house, unexpectedly?

A. Hide. No one can come into this mess 'til I'm done fixin' it!

18.)Q. What was your first impression of me?

A. blogger.. home!

19.)Q. Do you think clowns are cute... or scary?

A. Weird

20.)Q. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?

A. My ugly arms post major weight loss.

21.)Q. Would you be my crime partner... or my conscience?

A. Your conscience.

22.)Q. What color eyes do you have?

A. Hazel Green

23.)Q. Ever been arrested?

A. No

24.)Q. Bottle or can soda?

A. Jones CAN

25.)Q. If you won $10,000 dollars today, what would you do with it?

A. Pay debts

26.)Q. If you could write a book, what would it be?

A. "Family History.. from here to uncertainty"

Q. What 's your favorite place to hang at?

A. Y!IM

28.)Q. Do you believe in ghosts?

A. yes

29.)Q. Favorite thing to do in your spare time?

A. Sleep, Read, Sleep, Jam, Sleep, Sing, Sleep, Garden, Cook, Sleep (I'm working on positive thinking as an insomniac fool!)

30.)Q. Do you swear a lot?

A. No

31.)Q. Biggest pet peeve?

A. Unnecessary Government Intervention

32.)Q. In one word, how would you describe yourself?

A. Tired

33.)Q. Do you believe/appreciate romance?

A. yes

34.)Q.
If you could spend 12 hours with me, and ask/do anything you like, what would it be?

A. Truth or Dare?

35)Q. Do you believe in God?

A. Yes

36.)Q. Will you re-post this, so I can fill it out and do the same for you?

A. Yes

Thursday, December 20, 2007

YES! YES! YES! oh YES!

(I stole this from Susan!)\

1. You can only answer Yes or No! 2. You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks! 3. Repost this on your page. ****************Here we go!! Kissed someone on your friend's list? NO
Danced in front of your mirror naked? YES Ever told a lie? YES Tripped on mushrooms? NO Done ecstasy? NO Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? YES Been arrested? NO Kissed a picture? YES Slept till 5pm? YES Had sex at work? NO Fallen asleep at work? YES Had an actual snake? NO Ran a red light? YES Been suspended from school? NO Totalled car/motorcycle in an accident? YES Been fired from a job? NO Sang karaoke? YES Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? YES Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? NO Caught a snowflake on your toungue? YES Kissed in the rain? NO Sang in the shower? YES Sat on a roof top? YES Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? NO Broken a bone? YES Shaved your head? NO Slept naked? YES Blacked out after drinking? NO Played a prank on somone? YES Had a gym membership? YES Felt like killing someone? YES Made your Partner cry? YES Had sex more than 9 times in one day? YES? Had mexican jumping beans as pets? YES Been in a band? NO
Shot a gun? YES Played strip poker? NO Donated blood? YES Video taped you having sex? NO Still love someone you shouldn't? YES Have a tattoo? NO Any piercings, other than ears? NO

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

TMI Tuesday

This meme is as described: TMI. Read/play at your own peril.
1. Are you a member of the mile high club? ~Ummm no~

2. What is the most public place you have ever had sex? ~*blush* In the Ocean in broad daylight!~


3. What is your most embarrassing family moment? Just before I left Cali, my brother, his girlfriend, and I went to Seaport Village to eat Carne Asada Burritos.  There was a excursion tour boat coming by and the guide announced, "and to your right.." and my brother turned around, pulled down his pants, bent over, and yelled, "you'll see a moon next to a bench!"  I wanted to die.  His girlfriend must have known he was going to do this because she was hiding behind the bench that I was sitting on. Never again. I think he KNOWS I will kill him if he ever does this to me again. He is tolerable to go into public with, now that he's older.

4. What kind of birth control do you use? ~Umm Abstinance?~

5. Have you ever had sex in the snow? Rain? No

I figured I could do this meme because I'm rather boring and had "No" for more than one answer.

Bonus (as in optional):Describe your flirting technique: innuendo, telling a dirty joke, talking about sex life, or physical contact? Umm, I'm a flirt? I'm not a flirt. *giggle*

Friday, November 30, 2007

One Word Meme

Repeating this. Unsure where other is..

1. Where is your cell phone? Purse
2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend? Interested

3. Your hair? Back

4. Work? There
5. Your father? Missed

6. Your favorite thing? Sonic

7. Your dream last night? Sleepless

8. Your favorite drink? Imported

9. Your dream car? RV

10.Room you're in? Master

11. Your pet? Feline

12. Your fears? Hate
13. Where do you want to be in 10 years? Egypt
15. What you're not good at? Remembering

16. Sibling's name? David
17. One of your wish list items? Wists

18. Where you grew up? Cali

19. The last thing you did? Email

20. What are you wearing?  Socks
21. What aren't you wearing? Earrings

23. Your computer? Laptop

24. Your life? Busy

25. Your mood? Eh

26. Missing? KT

27. What are you thinking about right now? Food

28. Your car? Sienna

30. Your summer? Melting

31. Your status? Awake

32. Your favorite color? Pink

33. When is the last time you laughed? Today

34. Last time you cried? Yesterday

35. Your mother? Katy

36. Favorite song? Many

37. Hobby? Genealogy

38. Lost dream? Trust

39. Future plan? Many

40. One desire? Sleep

41.Favorite quote summed up into one word: Endure
UmmAli Adds
42. Favorite Food?  Soup
43. Favorite place? Asleep
44. Favorite Season? Fall
45. Kids? Teens
What would you like to add?
NOTHING

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Screen Names

I received an email from the group Bloggers Anonymous, from Snowbea, asking about screen names..

Since not all of my Multiply Associates have known me very long, I thought I'd pipe my answer here..

My screen-name/niche has evolved.

When I first joined YIM, I used a variation of my real name as an ID. (It sounded like a good idea, at the time!)

Interestingly, also, at the time, I also had a land-line telephone.  The main reason that I don't have a land-line telephone now has a lot to do with my evolution, as well.

One day, I received a delivery of long-stemmed red roses, a stuffed animal, a mylar "I love you" balloon, and a box of chocolate truffles.  Ironically, the sender had no idea that I thought truffles were Gold.  The stuffed animal was also a frog, and the sender not only didn't know how personal that was, to me, but didn't choose the type of stuffed animal, either, it turned out.

I really didn't think much of the gift, other than being surprised.. until the next delivery arrived, about a week, or so, later.

It was an internet company printed check, from what turned out to be a car dealership in the midwestern United States.  It was for an amazing amount of money. It was legit, as far as it appeared, and IT HAD MY NAME ON IT!

Quickly, two of my chat friends turned into raging lunatics.  Both were claiming that the check was theirs.  They had somewhat legit stories and explanations.. but that all quickly deteriorated to pure crap!

I know, for sure, who sent the flowers and gifts. I have no idea who sent the check, or who had the check sent. I had made it perfectly clear, all along, with everyone, that "Heidi don' t play that receive my check, cash it, and western union it to you" game.

I was rather angry to find out that this check was not a mistake.. but an intentional trap.

Both of my "friends" in Nigeria, were "American's on Contract with the Nigerian Government."

When I dropped my Yahoo ID, one of them called me.  He didn't speak very much English, at all.  (I had confronted both about the check and asked them to identify the sender, because they were both claiming it to be their own money.  Neither could ID the sender and both were full of crap excuses!)

Sadly, I don't know, nor really care if they both knew each other.  Anything is possible.  I had been suspicious of one of these men because his photos were too perfect.. model type perfect.  I guess they figured I was born "last night" and "in the dark".

I contacted one of my Egyptian online friends and asked several questions, looking for an ID that was in Arabic.  I used that ID for YIM.  My only real dilemma came when I decided to blog.

I spent weeks trying to think of an ID to use that would be unique and yet keep me incognito.  A while back, before this time, I had used a Nick, on IRC that was MsTess.  How that came about what a brain lapse.

My mother had sent me a greeting card about a Tussie-Mussie.  A Tussie-Mussie is a bouquet of flowers with specific meaning tied to the plants/flowers used to make it.  Its an ideal type of screen-name because each of us is made up of "our own" combination.

I hadn't remembered the name correctly, and chose the Nick "Tessie," though.  This evolved to MsTess and sometimes just Tess.  Without knowing it, however, I had named myself the name of a sister of a good friend of mine.  That made Tess even more personal and special, to me.

In one of my thought sessions, about my Y! Blog, I was really bothered that I couldn't figure out a name to use, that was unique to me, yet kept me hidden from the public, too.  Tess came to mind.  I created a last name for Tess, in what I like to refer to as "true J.K. Rowling Fashion."  I chose "London."

So Tess London was born. 

I could have a pen-name.. a pseudonym.. a nom de plume!

You will still see some of my ID's and screen-names reference Tess, in many different ways.

One day, it hit me. In the business world, its good practice to have your business name appear  as "first" on a list as possible.. this is why you see "A" or numbers added to the beginning of names.. the phone book is listed alphabetically. I need a tow truck, the list starts with "A"...

APlaceForTess was born!

After two years of blogging, Tess ran into a need to go into hiding.  Sadly, it was just necessary for my sanity and well-being.  A true blogger can not just quit blogging, though. It really doesn't work like that.  It was my first thought to leave the Y!  I had stood up to looney's in Y!Land before.. The crazies are everywhere, right?  Well..  my biggest problem was that my "crazy" was linked to someone I really liked and respected in 360.

That respect was enough to have me rethink my screen name.  I buried the Y!360 Tess.  Tess will always be a part of me. I still use a variation of Tess on eBay and Imeem.  I think she will never die while I am still breathing.  I'll let you know if she ever receives snail mail. LOL

Now, here I was.. back to square one...  what to use as a blog ID.  Kenny Chesney helped me with that.  *wink* 

In the song "I go back," he sings, "a taste of the salt on the Carolina shore." 

I am a Cali Girl.  I've always been a Cali Girl.  But this Cali Girl was in Carolina... I am a transplant..  the wheels started to tumble..

I have a thing for using "z" to pluralize words.  My family history niche name is FamilyHugz!  With that in mind, I twisted Carolina into CarolinaDreamz.

I quickly set out to niche market my new name.  I changed many of my ID's.  I created new social networking groups.  About this time, Y!Mash came on the scene.  My "name" there is "Heidi, the Blogger formerly known as Tess."  It works for me.

I registered the dot-com domain.  I created my google ID.  I set up email.  I opened an account of Etsy, Facebook, MyBlogLog, My Yearbook (which I hate), Skype, and Del.icio.us!  99% of the CarolinaDreamz you find out there, in 'netland is ME.

I do have an alterior motive.  I am an entrepreneur.  My niche building and link dropping is part of a grander plan that hasn't been established yet.

there is more to come..

Thursday, August 23, 2007

How am I feeling? you've asked..

There is not much going on, on the sofa or in my family room, so there isn't a lot to blog about..

Since some of you have asked..

I feel like there is a cut in my gut! I am the same pain, this week, with no medication, that I was in, two weeks ago, with a lot of drugs in me..

so that's good.

I'm hoping to be up and about, again, next week.

All of the staples have been removed and the doctor has cleared me for life again..

Thanks for asking.. *hugz back*

new types of questions.. oh my!

1. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR KITCHEN PLATES? They are red/green with apples. When I first checked out this house to rent, I knew it spoke to me when the wallpaper border, in the dining room, matched my dishes.

2. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? Harry Potter, what else? But I'm considering Dresden files since I read Douggie's blog, last night.

3. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? No mouse pad.. laptop touch pad.

4. FAVORITE BOARD GAME? Milles Bornes

5. LEAST FAVORITE SMELLS? Chemicals.. allergies..

6. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? what time is it?

7. FAVORITE COLOR ? pink!

8. LEAST FAVORITE COLOR? can't think of a color I don't like.. I'm not fond of yellow gold

9. HOW MANY RINGS UNTIL YOU ANSWER THE PHONE? well, it vibrates so none

10. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME? Mary-Ellen Elizabeth - "Beth" (its a family history thang)

11. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? Vanilla

12. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST? not exceptionally.. but I don't drive slow.

13. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? no

14. DO YOU LIKE THUNDERSTORMS? yes LOVE them...

15. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? 1968 Chevy Nova

16. WHAT IS YOUR SIGN? Aries

17. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI? Broccoli is the only food that I can't eat well since my WLS, so yes, but no thanks.

18. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB WHAT WOULD IT BE? a well paid executive secretary

19. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY COLOR HAIR, WHAT WOULD IT BE? I like mine.. I call the color "nutmeg" (Look into a can/jar of nutmeg.. browns.. reds..)

20. IS THE GLASS HALF FULL OR HALF EMPTY? Half full

21. FAVORITE MOVIE? I'm not sure I know.. Practical Magic minus the hoakie parts??

22. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS? yes

23. WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED? Nothing is under "my bed" but I'm on the sofa bed, so a sofa cushion.

24. DO YOU HAVE YOUR SOULMATE YET? No, I do not "have"

25. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH? baseball

26. YOUR SINGLE BIGGEST INTENSE PAIN? my back

27. PERSON MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? ?

28. PERSON YOU SENT THIS TO WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? Not applicable

29. KETCHUP OR MUSTARD? Both

30. HAMBURGER OR HOT DOG? Hebrew National Dog

31. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON? Spring

32. THE BEST PLACE YOU HAVE EVER BEEN? Julian, California

33. WHAT SCREEN SAVER IS ON YOUR COMPUTER RIGHT NOW? a slide.com slide show of my garden and my cats

34. FAVORITE FAST FOOD? The new Italian Beef sammich at Fazoli's

35. IF YOU CHOSE YOUR OWN NAME WHAT WOULD YOU CHOOSE? I like my name.

Friday, August 17, 2007

States I've physically been to.. in some form or another

I found this in Silly's blog and its been over a year since I posted it on my old blog, so I thought I'd add it here.

I so need to get to the North East!


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Friday, August 10, 2007

Thursday, I think!

Happy Birthday Richard!

Its been a rough week, adjusting to home life, while still not well. How do I feel? I feel like there is a cut in the side of my gut! *smile*

My pain medicine runs out by 2am. I've been religious about writing down my dosages, to make sure I don't screw this up. The medicine that was not lasting four hours, in the hospital, was moved to six hour doses, when I came home. UGH

I only took one pill, at each of my last two dosage times and ouch is too small of a word to describe how that worked out. I'm waiting to hear back, from an alternate surgeon to see what they can do for me.. my surgeon is out of town and the other surgeon is in surgery.. figures! I hate the idea of paying a co-pay for one or two doses, too, though. UGH squared.

I've been trying to sort some numbers to file my taxes, as the state extension is shorter than the federal extension, but you have to do the federal paperwork before the state, so that makes a whole lot of sense, eh?

I haven't turned in transcripts for last school year and still need to order some curriculum for this year, too. UGH cubed

Sorry for the update delay.. I'm just exhausted.

I'm amazed that my gall bladder ultrasounds, over the last four years, have hidden the truth, or flat out lied? I know that there will be a change to the way my surgeon, as well as those he knows, looks to diagnose, now.. who would have known?

I also wonder how much the five days of hospital, surgery, nuclear medicine testing, ultrasounds, and two emergency room visits are going to cost? I had to pay $100 co-pay for the first ER visit.. oh yeah.. there is an ambulance ride too, to pay for.. oh boy! how fun! I can't wait?? LOL

No amount of money could help me not have a daily headache, though. That is the first major difference, that I've noticed since I woke up from surgery.

They say that my over all health, over the last four years, can be directly related to this "toxic" and "poisonous" growing gall bladder. I'm amazed at their "for years" words the most. Who would know that something, so direct, could cause such health hells for years??

I'm hopeful to less "I don't feel well for no real reason" in my future. I wonder if I should write a letter to my primary care physician, that quit, last year, feeling he couldn't help me. I'm sure he just thought, after so many years, that I was making up how rotten I felt. Maybe just a nice note, from me, that says "guess what? this is why, have a great life"?? I just may be able to get a new doctor now, too??

I also wonder.. if this is all the reason's for the passing out episodes I've been plagued with, over the last few months?

Things that make you go hmmmm..

Thanks, again, for all the e-cards and well wishes. You all are so wonderful... *smile*

OH, btw, a normal gall bladder is 2-2.5 inches (5.1-6.4cm). Mine was 10 inches (25.4cm). I don't know how ultrasound works. I was told it was "elongated" or "enlarged", but the surgeon was shocked and says he's never seen one so large, so I wonder why something four times larger than normal didn't show grossly over-sized in ultrasound?

Friday, August 3, 2007

mobile broadband to blog.. come in, blogger..

I had a ton of inabilities to post this, from my own laptop, mobile, this morning, so I'm posting now. I am post-op and will update that soon.
Thank you to all the kind well wishes I've been receiving. For some reason, Firefox isn't liking Y!360, and I can see comments, but can not post there, at all. Hopefully, by now, everyone knows how to see me over here, so I'll just update the hospital vacation, here.

1. I'm so comfortable! For the last four and a half hours, I've been "hooked up" to these compression boots. They are plugged into an air line, and they vibrate and compress up to my thigh, alternating legs. I know why I need them, medically, but aside from that need, I feel like I'm having a great regular leg massage!

2. Morphine is my best friend, today. The Delauded, from the ER, seemed to come on stronger, but didn't last as long. Once my poor arms recover from the burn/shock of the pain medication injection, its a leveled pain control.

3. A hiccup feels like a punch in the stomach. I hope to not sneeze for a week, or more.

4. I think my arms or skin, in general, is in hyper sensitive mode. My arms look like a war zone, and I hope to keep my current IV for anesthesia, but I think I heard its too small. Ouch.

5. Nuclear test results showed no activity of the gall bladder. It is dead, enlarged, and yucky! *giggle at yucky*

6. Broth tastes really good when you have had no food or drink, by mouth, for 14 hours.

7. My new surgeon has wonderful bedside manner.

8. The procedure is called Open Cholecystectomy. I am unable to have the laparoscopic procedure because my major incision, from my gastric bypass (my gastric bypass is officially titled, Vertically Transected, Silastic Ring banded, Roux en Y Gastric Bypass with a Gastrostomy and a gastrostomy site marker" (TSRBVGB), meaning my stomach was completely transected, a ring/band was placed around my new pouch, that acts solely as a food reservoir, and my intestines were re-routed into a Y shape, to connect both the old stomach and the new pouch to my intestines, allowing for a large percentage of nutrient absorption to be bypassed or avoided *forced malabsorption*) sits where the camera needs to be for this type of procedure. There is too much scar tissue that makes this a difficult procedure and the complications that are possible, are not worth the risk.

9. I will have a new 6-7 inch diagonal scar, on the upper right side of my abdomen. Can we say "battlefield"? *wink*

10. I'm going to rest again, now that the pain medicine is working. Wish you were here! *smile* Catch you again, after recovery..

Surgery update coming soon!

~Heidi

A Few Minutes Break of Recovery

I just pushed the morphine drip button, so I may have just a few minutes to leave a small update here.
I've been having internet problems and unable to post to blog. While its currently working, I wanted to briefly check in.
The surgery went well.
The surgeon is shocked at the toxic hell he found to remove.
He said it was 10 inches long. I'll look up what a normal one should be, soon, unless one of you knows and leaves it in comment. The surgeon said its the largest he's ever seen.
I've had three ultrasounds of it, over the last few years, for many different reasons. The surgeon even said, when he saw the ultrasound that it appeared large, but normal and he couldn't remove it unless the nuclear test proved it bad, which it did.
It has been sent to pathology. He said he feels its been in its state of hell, growing, etc, for YEARS.
When I talked to my mother, a little while ago, I reali zed my head didn't hurt.
Any of you that really know me, know I'm plagued with headaches and migraines. My head hurt, last night, after I started the morphine and was real bad just before surgery.
It will be extremely fascinating to see what other illness, ill-effects, etc, that I have been living with, including shoulder pain and back pain change as I recover more...
more later..
~Heidi

Thursday, August 2, 2007

we interrupt this blog for gallbladder surgery..

I'm typing this from a hospital bed.
I called 9-1-1 last night in excruciating pain.
I had an ultrasound that showed no stones but the gall bladder is elongated or swollen.
I was released from the emergency room, at midnight, with instructions to return if the pain was worse or if I developed a fever of over 100 degrees.
I was still in a lot of pain. Breathing and walking were difficult and I was not comfortable to be going home. I was supposed to follow-up with a surgeon in the morning.
Two hours after I got home, I had that 100+ degree fever. By 4am, I woke up shaking and freezing, with a temperature of 103.4!
Back to the emergency room.. agonizing trip!
They admitted me for observation.
The surgeon finally arrived when I was trying to post this blog entry. He made me feel hopeful that we'd be having surgery tomorrow morning. Then he went to see the ultrasound and came back and said that it was enlarged, but in general, looked fine!
He ordered a nuclear test that could prove my gall bladder is broken. I have to go without pain medicine as that interrupts with the test. So, I'm hoping we do it soon, now, before I go back to being unable to breathe in pain, again.
He scheduled the surgery for tomorrow morning because its easier to cancel it than it is to try to schedule it late.
I just want them to find out what is wrong, because something is clearly wrong.
I'll check back in when I come up for air or have more information. If I have surgery in the morning, he says that I'll be here for five days.
Be good! *hugz* ~Heidi

Thursday, July 26, 2007

More about Heidi..

I found this on Kristi's page.. OOPS Get yours here!

About me:

There are 21 letters in your name.
Those 21 letters total to 108
There are 10 vowels and 11 consonants in your name.

What your first name means:
GermanFemaleNoble. The German form of Adelaide. Famous bearer: heroine of Johanna Spyri's classic children's novel 'Heidi'.
FrenchFemaleVariant of Adelaide: Nobility. French form of the Old German Adalheidis, a compound of 'athal' (noble) and 'haida' (hood). Adelaide, the capital of South Australia, was named after Queen Adelaide, 19th century King William IV's consort.

Your number is: 9
The characteristics of #9 are: Humanitarian, giving nature, selflessness, obligations, creative expression.
The expression or destiny for #9:

The expression that you exhibit is represented by the number 9. Your talents center in humanistic interests and approaches. You like to help others as you were intended to be the 'big brother or big sister' type. You operate best when you follow your feelings and sense of compassion, and allow yourself to be sensitive to the needs of others. You work well with people, and have the potential to inspire. This suggests that you could successfully teach or counsel. Creative ability, imagination and artistic talent (often latent) of the highest order are present in this expression. It's possible that you're not using or developing all of these capabilities at this time. Some of your talents may have been used at an earlier time in your life, and some may still be latent. Be aware of your capabilities, so that you can make use of them at appropriate times.

If you are able to achieve the potential of your natural expression in this life, you are capable of much human understanding and have a lot to give to others. Your personal ambitions are likely to be maintained in a very positive perspective, never losing sight of an interest in people, and a sympathetic, tolerant, broad-minded and compassionate point of view. You are quite idealistic, and disappointed at the lack of perfection in the world. You have a strong awareness of your own feeling as well as those of others. Friendships, affection, and love are extremely important.
Undeveloped or ignored, the negative side of the 9 expression can be very selfish and self-centered. If you do not actively involve yourself with work that benefits others, you may tend to express just the opposite characteristics. It is your role to be very involved with other people and their needs, but it may be difficult for you achieve this role. Aloofness, lack of involvement, and a lack of sensitivity mark the low road of this expression.
Your Soul Urge number is: 3
A Soul Urge number of 3 means:

With the Soul Urge number 3 your desire in life is personal expression, and generally enjoying life to its fullest. You want to participate in an active social life and enjoy a large circle of friends. You want to be in the limelight, expressing your artistic or intellectual talents. Word skills may be your thing; speaking, writing, acting, singing. In a positive sense, the 3 energy is friendly, outgoing and always very social.

You have a decidedly upbeat attitude that is rarely discouraged; a good mental and emotional balance.
The 3 Soul Urge gives intuitive insight, thus, very high creative and inspirational tendencies. The truly outstanding trait shown by the 3 Soul Urge is that of self-expression, regardless of the field of endeavor.
On the negative side, you may at times become too easygoing and too optimistic, tending to scatter forces and accomplish very little. Often, the excessive 3 energy produces non-stop talkers. Everyone has faults, but the 3 soul urge doesn't appreciate having these pointed out.
Your Inner Dream number is: 6
An Inner Dream number of 6 means:

You dream of guiding and fostering the perfect family in the perfect home. You crave the devotion from offspring and a loving spouse. You picture yourself in the center of a successful domestic unit.

Saturday, June 23, 2007

Heidiology


Heidiology (found this on Kristi's page)

Let others know a little more about yourself, repost this as your name followed by “ology.”

MOUTHOLOGY

Q. What is your salad dressing of choice?
A. In a restaurant: balsamic vinaigrette! At home: Creamy Italian made at home with Ken's Light Northern Italian, yum!

Q. What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
A. Arby's

Q. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
A. Olive Garden

On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant?
A. I believe in over-tipping when its deserved, and in requesting the same wait-staff when I return. This usually comes back to benefit us, in return. We don't wait in lines to "pay", we just pass it along with the usual, "thank you", and we are taken well care of, this way. I used to pay a percentage, of minimum 20%, now we consider more in our tips. I've learned a lot, listening to waitresses talk, one time. They don't care the cost of your bill. They care that they are "thanked" for what they've done for you. So, you could go sit for coffee, with a friend, and they'd work hard to refill you and ask you if you need things, and yet your bill would be low. So, I consider time, when I'm having business "meetings" too (how much did I cost them to tie up this booth that group that fit it would pay?). A general thumb, for us, in smaller establishments, since we don't eat out much anymore, is to leave a similar tip, no matter what the bill. $5 speaks for a quick lunch, whether there are 2 or 3 of us. I firmly believe that those who require a minimum tip of 20% for parties of 8 or more and add it to the bill before I see it, would get more if they didn't do that to me! I never leave less than 20%, and leaving a penny on top of your tip, is a compliment. If your service is very poor, 10% is the amount of your bill that the help-staff must claim as a tip, to their employer, whether you leave it or not. I would never not leave 10% because that amount is their pay, and the industry is really underpaying them (are you aware of their hourly rates? I was shocked to find out!) and everyone has a bad day. (and again, those who work in customer service that hate people, should stay home! LOL)

Q. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick off of?
A. Salad or Seafood

Q. What are your pizza toppings of choice?
A. Spinach or just cheese!

Q. What do you like to put on your toast?
A. Butter or peanut butter!

Q. What is your favorite type of gum?
A. I don't chew gum anymore! I used to be a simple Wrigley's spearmint girl!


TECHNOLOGY

Q. Number of contacts in your cell phone?
A. I answer my phone much more than I dial from it. I just don't use it that much, either. I can think of the usual family and a few friends. If I'm not calling you, its not you, at all.. its all me. Call me and I'd love to talk with you! I just get caught up in life and sleeping, I think.

Q. Number of contacts in your e-mail address book?
A. I work from home. I play from home. I live here. Hundreds..

Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer?
A. Here's a snippet:

heidiswallpaper


Q. How many televisions are in your house?
A. 4, two in Matthew's room hooked to PS2, one in here and one in the family room. My remote was found, so I watched it yesterday! LOL

BIOLOGY

Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed?
A. Right

Q. What’s your best physical feature?
A. My eyes

Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
A. Teeth

Q. Which of your five senses do you think is keenest?
A. Touch

Q. When was the last time you had a cavity?
A. Last year

Q. What is the heaviest item you lifted last?
A. Aspen

Q. Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
A. Yes, by life, LOL Isn't that what happened at that Blockbuster, a few weeks ago?

BULLOLOGY

Q. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
A. No

Q. Is love for real?
A. Yes

Q. What color do you think looks best on you?
A. Red

Q. Have you ever swallowed a non-food item by mistake?
A. Yes

Q. Have you ever saved someone’s life?
A. Yes

Q. Has someone ever saved yours?
A. Yes

DAREOLOGY

Q. Would you walk naked for a half mile down a public street for $100,000?
A. what a tough question...

Q. Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?
A. Yes

Q. Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000?
A. Yes, but I really like my hands.. you'd regret it missing.. LOL

Q. Would you never blog again for $50,000?
A. No

Q. Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?
A. There are so many positive things about me, WITH cloths on.. hmmm

Q. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
A. Yes

Q. Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human life for $1,000,000?
A. Never

DUMBOLOGY

Q.What's in your left pocket?
A: No pockets

Q: Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?
A: My kids LOVE it! I have no idea.

Q: Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
A: carpet

Q: Do you sit or stand in the shower?
A: ha ha Both. There is a chair in it!

Q: Could you live with roommates?
A: Yes

Q: How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
A: None. I wear slip-on sandals, too

Q: Where were you born?
A. San Diego, California

Q: Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
A: Does run-in mean I did something wrong? I've had to deal with them, with others, but not in years, now. I've received two speeding tickets, from hiding cops with radar guns, over 14 years ago, LOL. I went to traffic school when I was very pregnant with Matthew. The other I took to court.. and won!

Q: What do you want to be when you grow up?
A: Me, a foodie in an RV

Q: Last friend you talked to?
A: Rich

Q: Last person you called?
A: David

Q: Person you hugged?
A: My son

FAVORITOLOGY

Q: Number?
A: 22 - Go Marcus!

Q: Color?
A: Pink!

Q: Season?
A: Fall

Q: Surprise gift to get from a girlfriend/boyfriend/crush?
A: a Card in the Postal Mail would be nice!

CURRENTOLOGY

Q: Missing someone?
A: Yes

Q: Mood?
A: Bittersweet! Tonight is the reunion, non-planned, "dinner" in California. I'm feeling hopeful, that Rich will get invovled for the 25th now!

Q: Listening to?
A: The fan and the central a/c..

Q: Watching?
A. This screen

Q: Worrying about?
A: the garden.. and Katie leaves for Germany Monday..

RANDOMOLOGY

Q: First place you went this morning?
A: The bathroom

Q: What can you not wait to do?
A: Open my new "store"

Q: last movie you saw?
A: De Ja Vu.

Q: Do you smile often?
A: Yes, I'm a "blusher"

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: Yes

Q: Now that the survey's done what are you going to do?
A: Check email, prepare a list to go over with Matt, in tech support, Clean up and oragnaize a few things, think about dinner, and research a few more store ideas..

Q and A

I think its fair to say that this blog seems to have changed some pace for me. I also think its fair to say that this blog has become about music, baseball, and me.

I decided I'd continue answering these fun blog question posts that I find in your blogs and not feel that I need to quit talking about myself. LOL

I really enjoy reading them and learning more about you...
So, in true blogger fashion, I stole this from Douggie! Loved your answers, Doug!


Q. What does your 360 name mean?
A: Its not a "cute" name, as Doug mentioned. LOL Tess really just came about out of necessity. Read about it here.
Q. Elaborate on your primary photo?
A: Its me. I often chat on a pillow, on my laptop. So that's what it looked like when my cam worked.
Q. Who introduced you to 360?
A: I don't think anyone did. I'd have to agree with Doug, again, Yahoo probably did.

Q. How many comments do you have?
A: Well *sigh* I feel loved. LOL

Q. What's your current relationship status?
A: Is Alone a status?

Q. What are you wearing right now?
A: Do I have to tell? LOL A tank and some "boy shorts"
Q. What is your current problem?
A: Too much to do and its the end of the day!
Q. What are you doing right now?
A: Ummm.. LOL (I don't speak that, just type it in chat and blog!) I'm blogging.. so I'm living.
Q. Can you dance?
A: Yes
Q. Who do you love most?
A: My children. They must come first and I'd hope someone could understand this fact. Its not exclusive, but it will always come first.

Q. What makes you most happy?
A: Being proud to have responsible teens with good moral values.

Q. Are you musical?
A: I can sing.

Q. What would you do if you woke up one morning and found out you were out of cocaine?
A: I've always been out? Did this question make you wonder who wrote this? LOL
Q. If you could go back in time, and change something, what would it be?
A: My education. I would have done more and tried harder, much younger.

Q. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day, what would it be?
A: LOL @ Doug's reasons to be a dog! You so rock, Douggie! I'd be a cat! A spoiled rotten domestic house cat!
Q. Ever have a near death experience?
A: Yes
Q. Name one obvious quality you have?
A: I care, somewhat unconditionally.
Q. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head right now?
A: "Home" by Michael Buble? (http://aplacefortess.imeem.com/music/-HCnmzdU/home/)
Q. Are you happy today?
A: ha ha, not really! But give me a minute, and that will change. Its almost midnight and the day is almost over.
Q. Who will copy and paste this?
A: I'd like to read this about everyone.. so you?

Q. Name someone who has the same birthday as you.
A: (Douggie shares a birthday with my mom!) I share a birthday with a classmate, a yahoo friend, and Emma Watson!
Q. Have you ever vandalized someone's private property?
A: No
Q. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?
A: Not in anger. I've joked with a tap here and there. It was the teenage girl thing to do.. LOL
Q. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
A: Yes!
Q. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
A: Attitude!
Q. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
A: I have not been to Starbucks since I was in Cali, in January 2000. I'm quite the fan of Caramel Frappaccino, but I think it would kill me, today! The last Starbucks I've had, was in a bottle!
Q. What is your biggest mistake this year?
A: One? Not going to reunion? Its going on right now.. so its on my mind. I have very good reasons for not going.. and I'm hoping someone takes the bull by the horns and starts planning 25 NOW. I'll be there. I'd also help.

Q. Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
A: No. But, when I broke my left foot and sprained my right ankle, doing nothing graceful, was that "on purpose"? LOL
Q. Say something totally random about you?
A: I like to eat applesauce IN my macaroni and cheese.

Q. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
A: No, and I'm really thankful for that.

Q. Do you still watch kid’s movies or TV shows?
A: I don't watch tv very often. I don't channel surf, so I rarely "run into" shows, either. I'm a "tv follower" and really want someone else to hold the remote!

Q. Did you have braces?
A: No.
Q. Are you comfortable with your height?
A: Yes, I'm 5'4"
Q. When do you know it's love?
A: When you can't get enough and yet you get what you give, so you feel you compliment each other.
Q. Do you speak any other languages?
A: Not very well, anymore. I still speak some Spanish. I used to speak it well, but I learned sign language and it really replaced a lot of my memory of Spanish. A few months ago, I had this dream that I was back in Cali helping someone in a store, that spoke no English.. when I woke up, a lot of my Spanish memory had returned. Ironically, I also have this little problem of signing the wrong name, in public, at check-out register's, now, too, though. I always attempt to sign the name that I had when I spoke more Spanish. Weird, huh? I can also say a few things in Arabic, but I can't hold any real conversations outside of English, anymore.

Q. What is your favorite smell?
A: Roses
Q. Have you ever been to a tanning salon?
A: No
Q. Have you ever ridden in a Hummer limo?
A: No
Q. Has anyone you were really close with passed away?
A: Yes
Q. Do you ever watch MTV?
A: Not anymore
Q. What's something that really bugs you?
A: Reflective listener's (I always want to say, "I just said that!" just to laugh!)
Q. What's something you really like?
A: Sleep! I love a Sunday afternoon nap!
Q. Do you like Michael Jackson?
A: Hmmm.. Do we have to go here?
Q. Do you give random hugs and kisses?
A: To the right person, yes.
Q. What's the latest you have ever stayed up?
A: Many days.. (does this sound like a kid question? LOL)
Q. Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die?
A: Yes! Pain does this to you.

Q. Have you ever been rushed by an ambulance into the hospital?
A: Yes, my own 9/11 (2003)
Q. What are you thinking right now?
A: Where's the Tylenol?

Q. What are you doing right now?
A: ha ha ha ha, didn't we already cover this?
Q. What are you going to do today?
A: Not much more!

Saturday, June 9, 2007

25 things.. I stole from Silly!

1. I’ve come to realize that my last kiss was... pretty nice.
2. I am listening to... "singing with my girls" imeem playlist.
3. I talk... out loud when I chat, sometimes.
4. I Love... those that don't deserve it MORE.

5. I cherish... my babies.

6. My Car is... doing much better than my ex's that my daughter just "totaled"!

7. My love life... umm.. well.. oceans away?

8. I hate it when people ask... other people questions I can answer for myself.

9. I dream about... things I can't remember.
10. Marriage is... not what I wanna talk about right now.
11. Somewhere, someone is thinking... that they KNOW the truth!

12. I am always... tired.
13. I have a secret crush on... ha ha ha ha ha ha NO WAY am I telling.
14. I am usually... multi-tasking.

15. My Cell phone is... really needing me to find the bluetooth charger.

16. When I wake up in the morning... I'm thankful that I slept!

17. Before I go to bed... I shut down this machine.

18. Right now I am thinking about… HIS lies.
19. Babies are... perfect.
20. I get on myspace... Never because I don't have a page.

21. Today I… cheated on yall at blogspot. (LOL)

22. Tonight I will... go to a birthday dinner with my family.

23. Tomorrow I will... wake up, put one foot in front of the other, and breathe.

24. I really want to ... go visit my Katie.

25. Someone that will repost this is... Probably Jen or Joshua?

Monday, June 4, 2007

More about me.. and ONE question for you!

Thanks, Tammy, we had some alike! *missing numbers baffle me.. I had to omit one, cuz that's how I roll.. LOL *




1. How tall are you barefoot? 5'4" (162.6cm)


2. What color are your eyes? Hazel Green with Gold


3. Do you own a gun? no


4. If you had a mental disorder, what would it be? Take your pick..


5. How many letters are in your crush's first name? HA.. not tellin'


6. What do you think of hot dogs? Hebrew Nationals with Yellow Deli Mustard!


7. What's your favorite Christmas song? Mary, Did you know?


8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Juice on ice


9. Do you do push ups? NO


10. Have you ever done ecstasy? No. No curiosities, either.


11. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Ha


12. Do you like the rain? Thunder storms are great when I don't have to get wet or travel. Soft rain while sleeping is divine!

13. Are you sweet? Taste me?


14. On a scale of 1 to 10 (ten being the best) what do you rate yourself? 7


15. Do you have A.D.D? No


16. Full initials? HJT

18. Name the last 3 things you have bought in the past week? Stoeffers Panini, watermelon, salad fixin's


20. What time did you wake up today? 4:30am


21. Can you spell? Yes


22. Current worry? My back..


23. Current hate? dishonesty


24. Favorite place to be? camping in the rain


25. Least favorite place to be? non infectious in an emergency room!


26. Where would you like to go? Egypt
27. Do you own slippers? Probably but don't wear them! I'm into feet, too!

28. Where do you think you'll be in 10 yrs? Somewhere else..


29. Do you burn or tan? both but I usually avoid sun exposure.. it doesn't mix with some other things in my life..
30. Yellow or blue? blue
31. Would you be a pirate? No
32. Last time your phone rang? well.. ringer is off.. so I can't tell ya.. but the last time it vibrated was last night to receive a text message reply that the phone was dead and I was turning it off. *and the house phone just started ringing*


33. What song do you sing in the shower? Every one I know?


34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child? Life
35. What's in your pockets right now? No pockets


36. Last thing that made you laugh? Ted's Blog


37. Best bed sheets you had as a child? Pretty flower ones.


38. Worst injury you've ever had? I sprained my right ankle and broke my left foot in the same non-glorious step!


40. How many TVs do you have in your house? 4, pretty sad for this non tv watcher, eh?


43. Does someone have a crush on you? ??
44. Do you wish on stars? Yes, star light, star bright, first star I see tonight.. I wish I may.. I wish I might.. have this wish I wish tonight!


45. What is your favorite book? hmm, I own zillions, I like them all..


46. What song did you last hear? Collide by Howie Day


47. When were you last kissed? hmm? Define "kissed"?


48. What is your favorite cereal? Multi Grain Cheerios or Quaker Oatmeal Squares


49. What were you doing at midnight last night? SLEEPING! Its a miracle?


50. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up? What time is it, its still dark?


MY QUESTION FOR YOU FOR COMMENTS: What is your favorite color?More about me.. and ONE question for you!

Sunday, May 20, 2007

What do I like?

I received a 360 message that said "What else do you like besides the Padres and Marcus Giles?"
I didn't reply because my blog posts tell a lot about me.. so I challenge you, my dear friends and stalkers..
name 10 things that Heidi likes! Ready? Go.. tell me all about it!
(I'm not really a Padre fan, am I?)
  1. What team do I bleed?
  2. What is life, to me?
  3. What is my favorite movie?
  4. Who is my favorite actor? actress?
  5. What is my favorite drink?
  6. What is on my playlists?
  7. What is my obsession?
  8. What grows in my garden?
  9. What is my favorite color?
  10. What are "my boys" names?
  11. How many children do I have?
  12. Where do my children go to school?
  13. What is my profession?
  14. What are my favorite hobbies?
  15. Who is my favorite country music male artist?
  16. What is my favorite alternative music band?
  17. How old was I when I first got married?
  18. What country do I virtually live in?
  19. What type of food do I eat out most?
  20. If I pick up Chinese "take out", what do I order?
  21. How many siblings do I have?
  22. Where do I sit in birth order?
  23. Where was I born?
  24. What political party am I registered under?
  25. Who am I voting for in the next presidential election?
  26. Where is my mother, right now?
  27. What profession does my father work?
  28. What is my favorite tv show?
  29. What is my favorite way to watch tv show in series?
  30. What is my favorite fast food restaurant? *hint: there aren't any here*
See.. choose one or more or pick your own.. what do you know about me?

Friday, May 11, 2007

and Blog Makes 400

This POST is dedicated to you.. my Y!360 and Yahoo Chat Friends..


I appreciate you!
To:
Arveeh, Sahil, Kathy, Phil, A.J., Aaron, Ahmed Sayed, Ahmed Asker, Farhan, AJ, Ahmed M, Akin, Alfa, Alissa, Allie, Amar, Amy, Andrew, Angel Wings, Anil, Ann, Robin, Ashley, Bill, Brandi, Brenda, Bristol, Carolyn, Cassie, Celeste, Charlie, Chell, Mahmoud, Cory, Crazychic, Dana, Dana Lynn, Daniel, Dennis, Deb, Debbi, Don, Douggie, Dub, Eric, Farman, Tricia, Paul, Gary, Gary, George, God’s Angel, Howard, Ronda, Charlie the Duck, David, Will, James, Jayant, Lynn, Jeff, Jen, Jen, Jesse, JoAnna, John, Kal, Sherif, Marty, Keny, Ken, Kenny, Krishna, Kristi, Kristy, Lars, Lance, Lisa, Lisa Kaye, Les, Lonnie, Lola, Ashraf, Ma’Moon, Markus, Mark, Mark, Mary Jane Moore-Wright, Matt, Michael, Michael, Michael, Michel, Mido, Mike, Michelle, Mohamed, Morris, Nael, Renee, Nora, Nate, Paula, Lane, Elicha, Julianna, Priscilla, Raj, Ram, Rami, Raaji, Rick, Rob, Ross, Roxie, Russ, Sabiha, Sami, Sandy, Shane, Sayed, Shanky, Sharon, Dennis, Shrinky, Missy, Eddie, David, SoulnPeace, Summerbluerose, Steve, Susan, Tammi, Tater, Ted, Terri, Tara, Lionel, Tom, Sanjit, Raj, Tigger, Tilu, Pattie, Tracy, Trudy, David, Anthony, Umm Ali, Amira, Verne, Walter, Whip, White B, Stephen, Amr, Leslie, Zeus, Zhang, Tom, Sirin, Rob, Peggy, Ahmed Massoud, Ali, Doug, Eric, Hany, Heidi, James, Michael, Rich, Rob M, Shelia, Sheila, Tammy, Vicam, Alex, Balu, Bob, Cassie, David, Dennis, Farry, Haytham, Hazem, Ismail, Jim, Joe, Kevon, Julie, Mike, Muhamed, Muhammad, Nabawi, Nora, Pranjal, Will, Rob, Rob, Sami, Shawn, Serseri, Tom, Valerie, William, Johnny, Lonnie, Rebecca, Lady~Pam, Hoho7, Mystic Raven, and Master Chef Brett!
I tried to hide some of your identities, as I think you’d want it that way.
THANK YOU FOR YOUR BLOGS, YOUR COMMENTS, YOUR LOVE AND HATE, YOUR CHATS, AND YOUR PHONE CALLS.
YOU ARE THE GREATEST!!
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